So you have me, I'm a fairly small decently attractive young female with a large sexual appetite. A girl curious and horny. I've always been fascinated by the sex industry, an business that rely on our boners and crusty panties. Now you take me and you make me get a full time job, tend to my boyfriend, tend to my family, go to school 12 hours a week, keep up a decent social life, thus forcing me to sacrifice something to make room for the responsibility of getting older. Really what I'm giving up are those times alone locked in my room, bathroom, closet even making my eyes roll into the back of my head, shudder all over bringing myself through multiple mind blowing orgasms one after the other (if there is one thing I'm really good at, its masturbation.)
Truthfully this time away from my self gratification has really taken a toll on my attitude. I find my self to become more easily agitated with every day, more likely to get into a fight with my amazing boyfriend for no reason at all. So I decided to take a break from all those vile time consuming responsibilities that come with being an adult, and spend a day at home and masturbate. Unfortunately I quickly realized after calling in sick for work, I was far behind in all my bills, my checking account was over drawn, and my roommate was home. But I only gave those saddening little realities a few seconds thought. I took of my pants, crawled into bed and silently humped my way to happiness over, and over again.
It was this day as I laid in the bathtub, relaxing after the wonderful orgasm the water provided (ladies I think you know what I mean ;p ), when I wondered what it would be like to be PAID to treat myself so luxuriously day after day. As I mentioned before I had always been a big fan of the sex industry, so I began to wonder why I never bothered to join in. I know that my family will always support me 100% in anything I do, even though they may try and talk me out of it. I know my boyfriend would be comfortable with whatever I am comfortable doing. I don't think if I were to join the industry I would do hardcore porn, its not my favorite material to fap too, although I must admit sometimes watching people fuck the shit out of one another is exactly the type of raunchy behavior I need to be exposed to too reach that 'O moment'.
Me and my friend used to joke about being phone sex operators, and I wonder now why not? I wonder why I'm NOT a cam girl. Why don't I use my body and exploit it. Sure I may not be the tiniest sexiest little creature to exist, but I know I am attractive, and I'm pretty sexual so why couldn't I use this to my advantage? I guess I'm just looking for that extra push.
Maybe I'll do it tomorrow. Until then show me your dick!
if you actually read that brownie points if you post a comment c:
Truthfully this time away from my self gratification has really taken a toll on my attitude. I find my self to become more easily agitated with every day, more likely to get into a fight with my amazing boyfriend for no reason at all. So I decided to take a break from all those vile time consuming responsibilities that come with being an adult, and spend a day at home and masturbate. Unfortunately I quickly realized after calling in sick for work, I was far behind in all my bills, my checking account was over drawn, and my roommate was home. But I only gave those saddening little realities a few seconds thought. I took of my pants, crawled into bed and silently humped my way to happiness over, and over again.
It was this day as I laid in the bathtub, relaxing after the wonderful orgasm the water provided (ladies I think you know what I mean ;p ), when I wondered what it would be like to be PAID to treat myself so luxuriously day after day. As I mentioned before I had always been a big fan of the sex industry, so I began to wonder why I never bothered to join in. I know that my family will always support me 100% in anything I do, even though they may try and talk me out of it. I know my boyfriend would be comfortable with whatever I am comfortable doing. I don't think if I were to join the industry I would do hardcore porn, its not my favorite material to fap too, although I must admit sometimes watching people fuck the shit out of one another is exactly the type of raunchy behavior I need to be exposed to too reach that 'O moment'.
Me and my friend used to joke about being phone sex operators, and I wonder now why not? I wonder why I'm NOT a cam girl. Why don't I use my body and exploit it. Sure I may not be the tiniest sexiest little creature to exist, but I know I am attractive, and I'm pretty sexual so why couldn't I use this to my advantage? I guess I'm just looking for that extra push.
Maybe I'll do it tomorrow. Until then show me your dick!
if you actually read that brownie points if you post a comment c:
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