i change my mind about everything every day.

in fact i change it multiple times a day.


but whatever, im okay.

not really I'm terrible.  I've been spending everyday at Jacob's watching Ariel Pink smoking already vapped weed.   Well we DID go for a hike on Monday.  (weed and trees!)


I've been smoking A LOT.


I went from smoking like 5 times a day, to smoking about twice a day, to smoking once a week, to once a month, and then I hadn't smoked in like 6 months.  Then after Jakestock I have been smoking at least like 3 times a day.  I don't know how I feel about that.   A little bit guilty.

whatever we will see how it goes or whatever.




p.s.
shrooms and bjorks 3d music video of wanderlust = massive freak-out

i want to finish moving into to the apartment already argh!


I start work on Monday.
its going to be horrible.
im going to hate it.
but.
its a job.
and i have bills to pay.

i guess its time to grow up and be an adult now.


whatever that means.