My new years was pretty dope.  This is the first time in well 6 years I feel like this new year is really a new year.  New boyfriend, new job, new life.  I’m really living on my own, I’m paying all my own bills, I’m really planning my business.  I think 2009 is going to bring a lot of good for me.  It hurts a little leaving all the comforts of years passed and well breaking Travis’ heart is downright crushing.  But I can’t lie, I’ve never felt as happy and good as I did last night when Zach and I were laying in bed and he was just holding me, showering me with kisses.  It was a good way to bring in the new year.  Ricks party was a lot more lax than I expected, but I liked it better that way.  I enjoyed myself very much.  This morning after Zach and I had a cup of coffee I went to Danielle’s house and made her and the very lovely Carla some hello kitty waffles.  After some girl talk and a briefing on 2008 I made my way to Travis’.  Our visit was short lived as I was tired and grouchy, made an ass out of myself we fought and I stormed out.  After a nap and some small talk between Chris and I, Travis and I came to some agreeable terms and now I find myself procrastinating work and slowly falling asleep.